i am a christian based writer, currently working on a memoir of my experiences with sexual violence both as a child and an adult. i write from a very honest position, refusing to shy away from the questions any christian, or human really, wants to ask God. why does God allow sexual violence to occur, if He is an all knowing, and loving God? why does it seem like He is never around when i need Him to be, if He is always present? am i really a christian/believer if i struggle to forgive those who have hurt me in such a deep and personal way? these are just some of the things i address in my blog.